Two questions:
1: What do people really think of you?
2: Should you care?
Answers: You’re in control of what people think, and yes you should care.
The modern cult of “not giving a f**k” has infiltrated and destroyed many a personal brand just like yours.
I mean sure, the opinions of most of the world don’t matter to you.
But you should be managing one subsection’s feelings towards you.
That’s your ideal client.
If they think you’re a moron, you don’t have a business.
As Seth Godin says,
“The world will never know you, but they will judge you. Or at least the you that is presented when you go online.”
Work on polishing those first impressions so you impress the people you need to impress.
Love you lots
Jonny